life · inside · the · music · box

and even if i somehow find the strength to stand, it doesn't mean i won't go missing.

i should know better than to use words
like never and hate.

we play dead
we play dead
we play deadly.

jokes on me

everyday i feel less and less

"Thou has not half the power to do me harm, as I have to be hurt."

-william shakespeare

sadness is and sadness was
and sadness will always be because
comfort comes around from the strangest of men.

please don't ask me where i'm goin cause i don't know

and again..

not again.

what have I done to deserve you?
must have done something cause that's how it works
must have been kind to kittens and birds,
in a previous life must have thought happy thoughts...

i can't even place in third
fun is fun
but fun aint love

inches away

i feel you EVERYwhere..

in the end i am half empty.

what am i doing?

it's almost nauseating and hilarious that someone so "knowledgable" can't tell the difference between love and a booty call. go figure. as long as your both gettin some.

never enough. even when it's all i want..
when i'm allowed, too easy. when i'm not, take it and run.

does anyone know why happiness only comes in waves?
i guess it's how you choose to spend your time, or who you surround yourself with
"you are who your friends are"
..makes me want to vomit.

i don't know how to be a nice person and i'm even worse at being a mean one. a true gemini. i want the old me back. heh, which one?

i just want the air to clear. seriously, how things can change within a few hours. i’m so uncomfortable.