life inside the music box

there's no igniting,

2009-12-10T07:14:28Z

my head is in the dirt.

jessingorae @ 2009-12-07T22:15:00

2009-12-08T06:15:18Z

you're way too old to keep putting me down like this.

san luis obispo

2009-11-26T01:19:39Z

all the love i need for now..

jessingorae @ 2009-10-25T15:11:00

2009-10-25T22:12:13Z

and even if i somehow find the strength to stand, it doesn't mean i won't go missing.

jessingorae @ 2009-09-29T14:01:00

2009-09-29T21:05:00Z

i should know better than to use words
like never and hate.

jessingorae @ 2009-09-21T15:31:00

2009-09-21T22:32:17Z

we play dead
we play dead
we play deadly.

jessingorae @ 2009-08-28T20:34:00

2009-08-29T03:35:16Z

jokes on me

jessingorae @ 2009-08-27T21:38:00

2009-08-28T04:39:30Z

everyday i feel less and less

jessingorae @ 2009-08-23T17:05:00

2009-08-24T00:01:25Z

"Thou has not half the power to do me harm, as I have to be hurt."

-william shakespeare

jessingorae @ 2009-08-04T13:06:00

2009-08-04T20:07:05Z

sadness is and sadness was
and sadness will always be because
comfort comes around from the strangest of men.

jessingorae @ 2009-07-09T13:55:00

2009-07-09T20:55:24Z

please don't ask me where i'm goin cause i don't know

jessingorae @ 2009-06-23T17:01:00

2009-06-24T00:02:05Z

and again..

jessingorae @ 2009-06-18T20:47:00

2009-06-19T03:47:47Z

not again.

jessingorae @ 2009-06-17T15:18:00

2009-06-17T22:19:02Z

what have I done to deserve you?
must have done something cause that's how it works
must have been kind to kittens and birds,
in a previous life must have thought happy thoughts...

jessingorae @ 2009-06-04T01:10:00

2009-06-04T08:12:01Z

i can't even place in third
fun is fun
but fun aint love

jessingorae @ 2009-05-25T16:37:00

2009-05-25T23:38:00Z

inches away

jessingorae @ 2009-05-10T18:08:00

2009-05-11T01:08:54Z

i feel you EVERYwhere..

in the end i am half empty.

jessingorae @ 2009-05-02T23:19:00

2009-05-03T06:19:44Z

what am i doing?

jessingorae @ 2009-04-30T07:38:00

2009-04-30T14:40:42Z

it's almost nauseating and hilarious that someone so "knowledgable" can't tell the difference between love and a booty call. go figure. as long as your both gettin some.

jessingorae @ 2009-04-19T21:22:00

2009-04-20T04:25:18Z

never enough. even when it's all i want..
when i'm allowed, too easy. when i'm not, take it and run.

jessingorae @ 2009-04-05T21:41:00

2009-04-06T04:45:36Z

does anyone know why happiness only comes in waves?
i guess it's how you choose to spend your time, or who you surround yourself with
"you are who your friends are"
..makes me want to vomit.

jessingorae @ 2009-03-28T16:36:00

2009-03-28T23:41:29Z

i don't know how to be a nice person and i'm even worse at being a mean one. a true gemini. i want the old me back. heh, which one?

jessingorae @ 2009-03-18T11:04:00

2009-03-18T18:06:19Z

i just want the air to clear. seriously, how things can change within a few hours. i’m so uncomfortable.

jessingorae @ 2009-03-16T11:45:00

2009-03-16T18:46:44Z

its not that i want to fall in love, i just want to know that i'm allowed to.

burn the evidence while you still can

2009-03-10T18:46:12Z

you're next.