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i havent been sleeping, and i feel most alive when i am dreaming. i havent been breathing, but i've been doing a lot of drowning. this is my 40 years in the desert. i am dried out and cracking where my skin meets the air. |
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depression has peaked. its good though, i can come up for air now that i have realized i was drowning. |
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fuck that dream, that vision. still? really? i am sick, i am a crack head. like G- i want to live in that little world i created for myself. i dont want to let go. i want to be in it forever. but it isnt what the 10 wants. it isnt even what a 9 wants. it is a 7 all the way. the seven way of life is fine if you dont know there is more, if you werent born with one foot out the door. this world is a passing fad, i wont bow to anything here. |
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God that was strange to see you again Introduced by a friend of a friend Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before' In that instant it started to pour, Captured a taxi despite all the rain We drove in silence across Pont Champlain And all of the time you thought I was sad I was trying to remember your name... This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in Now you're outside me You see all the beauty Repent all your sin It's nothing but time and a face that you lose I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose I'll write you a postcard I'll send you the news From a house down the road from real love... Live through this, and you won't look back... Live through this, and you won't look back... Live through this, and you won't look back... There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave You were what I wanted I gave what I gave I'm not sorry I met you I'm not sorry it's over I'm not sorry there's nothing to save I'm not sorry there's nothing to save... |
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